Where is the motivation?

Its gone, oh so gone.
Maybe it is fear of failing this written comps exam....who knows.
I am preparing for comps by writing out the answers and then memorizing them throughout the week.  I know that this is getting ahead of myself but how do you know when you are done writing.  True its I only have two pages double spaced.  I worry that I didn't use up all of the two pages for answering one question.  But seriously I can't think of anything that I've missed.
Guilt is a bad thing.  I feel guilty that the house isn't all clean and guilty that I went out shopping last night and slept part of yesterday.  I did need new sneakers and I did only get 4 hours of sleep yesterday night.  I did work for 3 hours on comps yesterday.  Today so far an hour and now I am writing this blog....yup classic signs of procrastination.  To be fair I have written a page and two sentences on this new question on my supervision model.  Then I have another question which maybe I am trying to avoid its on Qualitative research.  In my defense I think that most people except my chair would avoid this question.  Funny enough its her question.  I have to wait a whole week before I will find out if I passed my written comps.  So I should know by March 4th whether I passed.  I'll post it when I find out that I passed.
Apologizes to Nessa, I thought I would help her move and I didn't because I honestly thought it was next weekend that I would be helping her move.  We were so busy we didn't get to talk this week.  So please forgive my brain farting there.  Too much going on.  I hope we will still get together tomorrow, Monday for lunch.
Ok I am done procrastinating.  I think.